Open letter to God

Dear God,
What am I doing wrong in my life? Why is it that I have faced so much adversity in my life? Wasn't the 8 years of hell growing up enough for one person? Did I not suffer enough then? Even then, I never turned away from you. I never did drugs, never tried to commit suicide, always treated my family and friends with love and respect. I have always worked hard. So why is it now, once I finally had some happiness in my life that you came and took it out from under me? What do I need to do God for you to allow me some true happiness? Please let me know.

Brian