I hate being home sick

I hate being home sick because it leaves me too much time to think. It also sucks because I have to take care of myself -- at least I am not infecting other people. Back in the day, when I would get sick, we would make this garlic spread that really helped reduce the illness. I have yet to make it because it makes me think about the past too much. This whole house has too many memories. Anyone want to buy my house?

I was thinking about the question posed in the blog http://recordstorestories.blogspot.com/ , and how I would would pose another question about if you could go back and change one thing about your life, what would it be? I know what my answer would be today -- finding the point right before my wife put up her emotional wall and telling her all the things that I have been wanting to say to her for 2 months. I think this song expresses this best:

"Warning Signs" by Coldplay

A warning sign
I missed the good part, then I realised
I started looking and the bubble burst
I started looking for excuses Come on in
I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in
I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign
When the truth is, I miss you
Yeah the truth is, that I miss you so
A warning sign
It came back to haunt me, and I realised
That you were an island and I passed you by
And you were an island to discover
Come on in
I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in
I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign
When the truth is, I miss you
Yeah the truth is, that I miss you so
And I'm tired, I should not have let you go
Oooooooo
So I crawl back into your open arms
Yes I crawl back into your open arms
And I crawl back into your open arms
Yes I crawl back into your open arms.